Nasty Day?

Was it a nasty day? Well, when it comes to the kids, no. But in my head, I am still foggy. I can blame it on nursing a new baby. I can blame it on lack of sleep. I can even blame it on the fact that Christmas break messed up our schedule. BUT, it doesn't matter what the blame is. The bottom line is that I still have to try to make sense of my day. I still have to try to figure out how to balance the minutes ticking by and that feeling of "but I don't want to...". And then not beat myself up when all I have accomplished for the day is that my kids are alive and have been fed.